Title: Say What You Will
Author: Cammie McGovern
Publication date: June 3, 2014
Publisher: HarperTeen
Source: an e-galley provided by the publisher for an honest review
Born with cerebral palsy, Amy can't walk without a walker, talk without a voice box, or even fully control her facial expressions. Plagued by obsessive-compulsive disorder, Matthew is consumed with repeated thoughts, neurotic rituals, and crippling fear. Both in desperate need of someone to help them reach out to the world, Amy and Matthew are more alike than either ever realized.
When Amy decides to hire student aides to help her in her senior year at Coral Hills High School, these two teens are thrust into each other's lives. As they begin to spend time with each other, what started as a blossoming friendship eventually grows into something neither expected.
The ironic thing about reviewing a book called Say What You Will is that I can't find words to say anything at all. How do you put into words for how you feel about a book that left you thinking about it for days after? I read this a few months ago and it was refreshingly different, something I desperately needed at the time.
The characters connected with me and each other. One of the things I seem to need in a book is connection. I realized that when I love a book, the first thing I think of as a reason is that I connected with the characters. They don't need to be exactly like me (that would be 1. scary, and 2. probably annoying since I don't always like myself), but they need to grab at some part of me. I need to feel interested in them, I need to care about them, I need to understand, and that all leads to me connecting with them. Surprisingly, I connected with Matthew more. This was an alternate POV book, which I love, and I assumed I'd like Amy's POV more. Wrong. I did like Amy, but found myself really excited to get back to Matthew. So not only did SWYW give me a refreshing plot and concept, but it surprised me with the characters and which one I connected with more.
The disabilities. This one doesn't even need a complete sentence because I couldn't think of a suitable verb for it. There was a great insight into Amy's life and her physical disabilities (which I haven't read before) and a look into Matthew's OCD. I've read books involving OCD aspects before, but this one is my favorite by far. Their disabilities played a crucial role in the story and in their lives, but I didn't feel like I was drowning in it all.
THE RELATIONSHIP. Another plus in the book that doesn't have a decent verb to go with it. What I loved about reading about Matthew and Amy together was their progressive relationship. It's slow. At first, he doesn't even really want to be helping her. Then they slowly become friends. Then there's attraction and flirting. And so on. While Amy tiptoed the line of being too weird (as to be expected) in her attraction, I did love watching them become closer. Their progression between weird acquaintances to friends to romance was completely satisfying.
So there's this twist...and I didn't see it coming and I really wasn't sure if I even liked it, but I HAVE to say that I was impressed. For me, it was like Ms. Cammie McGovern set off a bomb, then flipped her hair and walked away as she said, "There you go." Then there I am in surprise with a little bit of my own drool dripping off my chin. Like I said, though, I wasn't sure about it. At first, I didn't even like it. Then I warmed up to it. I think I'll have to read it a second time (fine by me) to actually figure out my feelings towards it.
She sticks the landing! I was super afraid that the ending would be like the other books I had read around the same time, BLAH endings. Other books felt hurriedly resolved or left me feeling dissatisfied. But McGovern truly gave me what I wanted in the ending.
Verdict: Love, love, love this unique contemporary! GO BUY IT.
Friday, June 13, 2014
Tuesday, June 10, 2014
Top Ten Tuesday: Best Books (so far) This Year
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5 stars:




The Winner's Curse by Marie Rutkoski
I have no words for how amazing this is. I read it in ONE night and my only regret is that I couldn't enjoy it longer.
Crown of Embers by Rae Carson
This series did things to me as you will see throughout my whole post.
Cruel Beauty by Rosamund Hodge
One of the best retellings I've ever read, hands down. Mythology, fantasy, arranged marriages, Beauty and the Beast, kick-butt heroine. I just loved it.
Midnight Thief by Livia Blackburne
Once again, another book I NEED the sequel to. I loved it even more after interviewing the author and I'm doing a giveaway for it RIGHT NOW, so click here.
Midnight Thief by Livia Blackburne
Once again, another book I NEED the sequel to. I loved it even more after interviewing the author and I'm doing a giveaway for it RIGHT NOW, so click here.
4-4.5 stars:







Cress by Marissa Meyer
As the series grows, so does the POVs, and it created an absolute win for me in this book. The reasons are minor for it not being a total 5 stars.
Kiss of Deception by Mary E. Pearson
I. NEED. THE. SEQUEL.
The Bitter Kingdom by Rae Carson
HECTOOOOOOOR!
Since You've Been Gone by Morgan Matson
A great summery summer read to read in the summer. Since I read it so early in the summer, I may need to have a reread in July.
Say What You Will by Cammie McGovern
My review for this amazing book will be up this week! That said, it was wonderfully different.
On the Fence by Kasie West
Kasie West = perfect.
What are the best books you've read this year? Do you use spreadsheets?
Sunday, June 8, 2014
Author Interview with Livia Blackburne + GIVEAWAY!
Today I have the great honor of interviewing Livia Blackburne, author of The Midnight Thief. I'll be posting my review of her debut novel closer to the publication date (spoiler: I loved it!), but today YOU will have a chance to read it. At the end of the interview, I'll be hosting a giveaway of my ARC via Rafflecopter so be sure to stick around.
So I stalked read your bio and you're a science whiz! What do you like more: writing or science? Do you think your scientific background influences your fantasy fiction?
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You can check out her bio here.
So I
Well, I now write full-time and no longer do science in a professional capacity, so I guess that's your answer :-) I enjoy science, but stories have always been my first love. My interest in neuroscience and my love of stories do have the same underlying theme, which is a desire to get inside people's heads. Though, there are many more FEELS when you do that with fiction!
My psychology background has been helpful in building characters, and especially in building different cultures within fantasy worlds. I know what kind of parameters I can play with. For example is it an individualistic versus a collectivist society? How do they view outsiders? Etc.
You say why you started MIDNIGHT THIEF, but how did you come up with the idea?
Several influences converged to make Midnight Thief, and many of these influences are from my high school days because the novel incorporated characters and themes from a manuscript that I started in high school. (That particular manuscript was horrible though. Definitely not publishable.)
I grew up reading girl power fantasies (Tamora Pierce’s SONG OF THE LIONESS!), so I knew I wanted to write a girl with fighting skills. I was also a huge fan of the old USA TV series La Femme Nikita (Not to be confused with the newer CW series.) One thing I loved about that show was how it grappled with morality and the question of whether the end justifies the means. All this came together to form a story of a talented girl thief who grapples with her conscience even as her star rises in the city’s underworld.
Tamora Pierce = win.
I'm such a name fanatic, do your characters' names have any meaning...or are they just random? Kyra, Flick...is Bella a nod to your push to writing from TWILIGHT?
You’re the first interviewer to mention Bella’s name in connection with TWILIGHT! Just to recap for your readers who might not know this back story, I stopped reading and writing for about 10 years after I graduated high school since I was just too busy with science. But in grad school I picked up Twilight while waiting for a bus and blew through the entire series in a weekend. People bash Twilight a lot these days, but I think Meyer does a really good job at emotionally engaging the reader. Anyways, that reading binge reminded me how much I loved YA fiction and how I had always wanted to write a book. I started MIDNIGHT THIEF soon after.
MIDNIGHT THIEF actually shares several names with TWILIGHT. One is a character named Bella, as you already noticed. Also, both books have a dangerous character named James. And finally, Rand, the redheaded assassin, was named Riley in early drafts. There’s also a redheaded character named Riley in one of the TWILIGHT sequels. I didn’t do any of this on purpose. The names were just readily available in my subconscious because I had read TWILIGHT so recently.
As for the name Kyra, I just liked it. I actually pronounce it wrong in my head. I say K-EYE-ra while most people say K-EE-ra.
Flick’s character was based on high school classmate of mine (again, many of the characters in MIDNIGHT THIEF are recycled from a manuscript I started in high school), and his name was a rearrangement of this real life person’s name. I will refrain from telling you who it was because I already feel creepy for writing characters based on people I haven’t had contact with in decades. :-P
Here's an interesting tidbit. Malikel was also a character from that early high school manuscript. Back then, I didn't really pay attention to whether names sounded like they were from the same language or not. So I ended up having all these characters with old English sounding names . . . plus an odd one out in Malikel. During revisions with my editor, I offered to change his name to make it fit better into the world. But then I thought, why not run with it in the other direction? So instead of changing the name, I made Malikel a foreigner from the distant city of Minadel. This gave me lots of opportunities for character development, and in the final version of MIDNIGHT THIEF, Malikel’s status as an outsider gives him a different philosophy and approach to how he governs.
See, I never read TWILIGHT so I never realized how much influence it had, only that there's a character named Bella. I do pronounce Kyra's name like you do, I didn't realize that it would be considered wrong.
There are so many things I want to ask, but spoilers! So I'll just go with...where did you get your inspiration for the Demon Riders?
Okay, this will be a very vague answer, to avoid spoilers. I don't remember how I settled on the specifics, but I envisioned a scene at the end where a certain secret was revealed in a very dramatic and sudden way. From there, I worked backwards and created the world around it.
There isn't a love triangle in this one, but will one appear in the next?
Ha! I actually toyed with the idea of love triangle in book 2 quite a bit, because there's one particular character in MIDNIGHT THIEF that has great chemistry with Kyra, but his chemistry with Kyra is strictly platonic in book 1. I actually sketched out some romance scenes between Kyra and this other character, and I like those scenes a lot. But I couldn't resolve a love triangle to my satisfaction (I hate making people sad!). I also shrank the series down from three books to two books, which didn’t leave enough room for love complications. So as of now, there is no love triangle in book 2.
You told me you're in the first draft of the sequel. Is it harder than the first book?
It's much harder, and from talking to my fellow 2014 authors, it's really common to have a harder time with the sequel. There's several reasons for this. First, I'm under deadline for the first time in my life, so everything's happening a lot faster. Also, while writing the first book was a solo endeavor, writing the second book involves my editor and publishing house as well. In addition to writing the story I want to write, I'm also taking into account other people's preferences and market restrictions. Finally, because the second book is the end of this duology, there’s the pressure to make it better than the first book and tie all the open storylines from book 1 into an epic conclusion. That’s a good type of pressure though, assuming I use it to motivate myself instead of panicking. :)
What's a book you read recently that you loved?
I recently finished DREAMS OF GODS AND MONSTERS and adored it. The entire series was just so imaginative and beautifully written.
I now that one high on my TBR list.
Pick one: Drink (anything), read, and tan or eat, read, and bundle up?
Eat, read, and bundle up! Tanning just makes me start worrying about sunburns.
Another common factor, although I'm not afraid of sunburns, I just hate the heat.
~*~
Once again, thank you very much, Livia, for taking the time for this interview. Those first drafts for sequels are hard, ya'll. Although I'd love to give every one of you a prize, I can only give ONE person an ARC so they can hopefully love it as much as I did.
Rules:
- MUST follow in at least ONE way.*
- Must live in USA. Sorry, INT folks.
*I highlighted and EMPHASIZED because I did not make it mandatory on the Rafflecopter. My preferred option of following is EMAIL, however, you can follow via Bloglovin' too. I wanted to give you all the opportunities to win so I made them separate.
Friday, June 6, 2014
Wordpress, Mail, and Other Blog Headaches
In my post on Tuesday, during my blah-blah-blahings, I mentioned the fact that I felt stuck. Being stuck is not fun. When my sister was younger, if she was in a position for a little while (not even that long sometimes), her knees would get stuck. Like, I'm afraid to move because I don't want to hurt something. I would usually be with her so I would yell for my mom to come over because moms can fix anything. Mom would massage her legs and Little Sister would be good to go like W-40 on a too-rusty-to-move door hinge.
Wouldn't it be nice if moms COULD really fix everything? Despite what we (and they wish), it can't happen. So this stuck feeling can't be solved from me crying out to my mom (but it does help to get the pent-up emotion out sometimes). Instead, I'll be...well, just read.
What IS going to happen:
Wouldn't it be nice if moms COULD really fix everything? Despite what we (and they wish), it can't happen. So this stuck feeling can't be solved from me crying out to my mom (but it does help to get the pent-up emotion out sometimes). Instead, I'll be...well, just read.
What IS going to happen:
Bye, bye, Feedburner! My mom informed my older sister and I that Feedburner has been dropping people's subscribers without letting the bloggers know. I am one of them. So because I was already annoyed with Feedburner to begin with, I'm swinging hopping over to MailChimp. The good news is that I was able to export my subscribers out of Feedburner and import them into MailChimp. The bad news is that I lost several of you while I still had Feedburner since it kept randomly deleting people. Because of that, I urge you to (re)subscribe. Right now, you can see the whole form on the right hand side so all you have to do is type in your email address and PRESTO! You're subscribed (after you confirm).
Here's proof that all this computer stuff is not meant for me: it took me 5 hours to figure out how to do all this and it's the simplest "email campaign" out of the bunch (well, after I ditched several other templates). I'll be hosting a giveaway on Sunday so go ahead and subscribe now, you'll be one step ahead once Sunday comes around. If you have any suggestions, complaints, or comments on MailChimp and how it's working for you on my blog, feel free to contact me!
What I'm THINKING about:
I fear for my future child's life because I am such an indecisive person that who knows when that poor kid will be able to leave the hospital since he/she needs a name before we can leave. So it's really hard for me to make a decision on the Wordpress vs Blogger debate. When I started blogging, I thought Blogger sounded easier and better and went with it. Now, I regret that decision. However, I'm not sure if I should jump over to Wordpress since it involves SO MUCH WORK (at least it seems like it). I feel like moving would help me...but I wonder if it'd be pointless since it's not as if I'm a "big blog." Another worry I have is that I would lose the amount of followers I DO have. What're all your thoughts on Wordpress? Have any of you moved from Blogger to Wordpress? Tell me your experience!
What I'm trying to FIND:
Let's say I do move to Wordpress. I'll probably need a new design and I was thinking about even a new blog name. But I don't know. I don't know how I exactly feel about my blog name. Is it really good enough? I'm trying to figure out a name that impresses me. I'm trying to come up with a blog design that impresses me. I want to be impressed. How did you find your blog design?
This is not to say that I AM moving. Just considering. Weighing all my options, gathering all the information before me. Analyzing the water in case there's something dangerous in there so I don't dive in and DIE.
I want to hear YOUR thoughts on this, whether it's about Wordpress, blog designs, Feedburner or MailChimp, or your personal experiences about this.
Tuesday, June 3, 2014
Back to the Grind
I didn't want to sound like I'm kicking and screaming back to the blog. The grind sounds uncomfortable, doesn't it? But it's a saying that really fits because I'm back at the blog and at life. In case you didn't know, here's what's been happening with me.
That's what's been happening, as in present tense. What I want to happen, as in future tense, is lots. I have ideas and half-baked ideas and ideas of gaining new ideas. I don't feel like I have all the resources that I need, but if I don't fix something, I'm going to stay miserable. Another thing that's going to happen is that I'll be more on top of my posts. I'm only mentioning this here because MAYBE if I actually announce it to the world, I'll feel like I can't back out. Let's hope. I do know that this will be the schedule for the coming week.
So come back Thursday for a discussion (announcement/help post?) and SUNDAY to read the interview with the fabulous Livia Blackburne and to win her AMAZING book The Midnight Thief. Also, tell me what's been happening with YOU in the comments below...or on Twitter, etc.
- I have two jobs. One is a "media specialist"/cleaning lady and the other is a cashier. One is awful, the other is awful to my feet.
- Despite contrary belief, once you apply, are accepted, and choose the college you want to go to...YOU'RE NOT DONE. That's right. Register for orientation, pick housing, wait for housing, send final transcripts, fight the urge to pull out your hair because of people's stupidity and the way institutions work, and in some cases (like mine) you have to decide if you'll go into honors classes. I AM AN INDECISIVE PERSON, THIS IS NOT GOOD.
- Possible iron deficiency. So for the last year or so, my iron levels have gone down and we really don't know why. Last time I was at the doctor, he told me to get in the habit of taking multi-vitamins and then come back in to be tested again (which we forgot to do the latter part). If it IS iron deficiency, I can shift the blame of fatigue and lack of motivation/discipline to THAT (instead of it all on my "summer blues" and the fact that I procrastinate sleep). If it's not...I don't know.
- I'm stuck in the sticky, quicksand-like land of NO DISCIPLINE. I have all the motivation, but there's no point in having motivation if you can't get your body to actually do it. Blog stuff, fitness, skills...everything. It's like something is holding my body down instead of actually letting me improve myself. Picture a hamster on a hamster wheel. It's not as fun as it seems.
- NEW FANTASY BOOKS FOR THE WIN! The Midnight Thief = win, Snow Like Ashes = more win than lose, The Winner's Curse (new for me) = landslide. Summertime should have summery, contemporary books, but right now, fantasy is killing it for me.
That's what's been happening, as in present tense. What I want to happen, as in future tense, is lots. I have ideas and half-baked ideas and ideas of gaining new ideas. I don't feel like I have all the resources that I need, but if I don't fix something, I'm going to stay miserable. Another thing that's going to happen is that I'll be more on top of my posts. I'm only mentioning this here because MAYBE if I actually announce it to the world, I'll feel like I can't back out. Let's hope. I do know that this will be the schedule for the coming week.
- Wordpress, Mail, and Other Blog Headaches
- Author Interview with Livia Blackburne and GIVEAWAY!
- Top Ten Tuesday: Best Books (so far) This Year
- Review: Say What You Will by Cammie McGovern
- Rewind & Review: May 18 - June 15
So come back Thursday for a discussion (announcement/help post?) and SUNDAY to read the interview with the fabulous Livia Blackburne and to win her AMAZING book The Midnight Thief. Also, tell me what's been happening with YOU in the comments below...or on Twitter, etc.
Tuesday, May 27, 2014
The AWOL Notice
You may have noticed how AWOL I've been...or you may have not. Either way, I haven't been posting. People are going to BEA this week and while I used to believe that posts should still be out there despite the masses being gone (considering WE are still here), I'm going to have to follow the crowd (not to BEA, unfortunately). You can expect a review later this week. In the meantime, I'll be visiting blogs, reading, and working.
Friday, May 23, 2014
Review: THE ART OF LAINEY by Paula Stokes
Title: The Art of Lainey
Author: Paula Stokes
Publication date: April , 2014
Publisher: HarperTeen
Source: an e-galley provided by the publisher for an honest review
Soccer star Lainey Mitchell is gearing up to spend an epic summer with her amazing boyfriend, Jason, when he suddenly breaks up with her—no reasons, no warning, and in public no less! Lainey is more than crushed, but with help from her friend Bianca, she resolves to do whatever it takes to get Jason back.
And that’s when the girls stumble across a copy of The Art of War. With just one glance, they're sure they can use the book to lure Jason back into Lainey’s arms. So Lainey channels her inner warlord, recruiting spies to gather intel and persuading her coworker Micah to pose as her new boyfriend to make Jason jealous. After a few "dates", it looks like her plan is going to work! But now her relationship with Micah is starting to feel like more than just a game.
What's a girl to do when what she wants is totally different from what she needs? How do you figure out the person you're meant to be with if you're still figuring out the person you're meant to be?
Author: Paula Stokes
Publication date: April , 2014
Publisher: HarperTeen
Source: an e-galley provided by the publisher for an honest review
Soccer star Lainey Mitchell is gearing up to spend an epic summer with her amazing boyfriend, Jason, when he suddenly breaks up with her—no reasons, no warning, and in public no less! Lainey is more than crushed, but with help from her friend Bianca, she resolves to do whatever it takes to get Jason back.
And that’s when the girls stumble across a copy of The Art of War. With just one glance, they're sure they can use the book to lure Jason back into Lainey’s arms. So Lainey channels her inner warlord, recruiting spies to gather intel and persuading her coworker Micah to pose as her new boyfriend to make Jason jealous. After a few "dates", it looks like her plan is going to work! But now her relationship with Micah is starting to feel like more than just a game.
What's a girl to do when what she wants is totally different from what she needs? How do you figure out the person you're meant to be with if you're still figuring out the person you're meant to be?
Take away my contemporary-romance-lover card away all you want, but I just didn't get it. I didn't get THIS. This book, The Art of Lainey, and why everyone was going all cuckoo for cocoa puffs on this. There were certain things happening in this book that kept me from loving it, opposite of what I see most people felt like. It was enjoyable to read, but I had way too many issues with it to love it as much as I thought I should have.
Here's a quick rundown of what I loved: Bianca, somewhat Micah, semi-enjoyable read, and...oh, wait, that's it. Bianca wasn't present in this as much as she should've been in my opinion because she was a great best friend. However, I was completely confused at her behavior. When Jerky Jason dumps Annoying Lainey and she gets the bright idea to text him immediately, stalk him, and bemoans the fact that she has no identity without him, Bianca is there to tell her that she's crazy. But then suddenly, BIANCA is the one who suggests using Sun Tzu's book to win him back. EXCUSE ME?
Bianca, honey, what happened to your brain? I get that they're best friends. I also understand that she might've been trying to shut Lainey up for once, but there are other ways. Bianca could've suggested a short plan that will get Lainey to crash and burn faster than a long one. I didn't understand why Bianca was suddenly helping her best friend and why Lainey was so attached to him when NOBODY likes the guy. Unless it was coming from Lainey, I didn't hear one nice thing about Jerky Jason. Nada. GIRL, LOOK AT YOUR LIFE.
And that's another problem. Jerky Jason dumped Annoying Lainey and Lainey's biggest issue was that she wasn't "complete" without him and that she couldn't possibly survive three weeks, much less all year, without him or talking to him or staring at him and no touching. THE HORROR. She repeatedly talked about how despite her fabulousness, she didn't know who she was without Jerky Jason.
Of course, she's also best friends with Jerky Jason's horribly nasty and selfish sister. Lainey, I beg of you to just look at your choices in life. You say you feel incomplete in life without him, but NO STOP. In fact, if I could rate who I was most annoyed with, it would start with Lainey, then Jason, then his sister. Lainey had all the evidence in front of her about how silly she was acting about her so-called perfect ex-boyfriend and still denied the truth. Micah was refreshing at times, but I didn't clamor over him because he displayed some jerky tendencies as well.
"But wait, didn't you say it was an enjoyable read?" It was...in a sick sense, it really was. I actually kept forgetting I had it on my iPad (shows you how memorable it was), but once I picked up where I last left off, it sucked me in. It's one of those books that makes you relaxed while reading, but you're not getting anything beneficial out of it and you have a not-so-good aftertaste. I can easily think of several food metaphors but I'll spare you.
I wanted to like it. It had the great fake dating plot, a punk baker, and a great best friend. But I hated reading about a self-centered, obsessive girl trying to win back her jerky boyfriend with the help of a funny, yet sometimes rude boy as she makes frequent insults about her coworkers and others. The synopsis sounded fun. It sounded perfect for a contemporary lover like me. We just didn't mesh.
Verdict: I can only hope that a different Paula Stokes will be better.
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